Roll up, roll up, to the house of a thousand doors.
Step right up, step right up, to the house of a thousand doors. Walk
this way, slide along, glide along, but don't knock on any old door, and
don't go down the left corridor, I repeat, don't go down the left
corridor, keep to the kanan, then tirus, tirus tirus tirus, don't go to
the left, I repeat, don't go down the left…
Some doors you can
open some doors you cannot, lie down on cool flagstones when the weather
is hot, walk right up, walk right through, come after dark, come on the
full moon, come when the shadows are bright and gloom is washing the
colours out…
Follow your guide beneath torch-light, ascend the
landing, gaze in awe, at the big stained glass window, say a prayer for
those who happened to die right there, hear their screams as they
plunged the blade, listen to the air rushing past, the last gasp of a
ventricle sliced in half, hear their moans, skulls split and slide, and
blood spurts across marble white...
And the shuffle below of one
who survived, the hunched old frame who saw it all, who knew what went
on behind each closed door, saw the Dutch, saw the Japs, all the
snivelling traitors, collaborators, torturers, interrogators, but the
Javanese spirit would not be cowed though thousands died in cellars
dark, and local warriors played their part, he a lowly houseboy saw it
all, now a bent old man, he shuffles around, dosses down, in a room out
the back on a mattress of grass, now he is the master of the house…
The house of a thousand doors.
Roll
up, roll up, glide up, slide down, ride the bannisters all around, leap
off balconies, canoodle and collude, a lot of collusion lies here in
this stone, these bricks, tiles, fine teak all colluding away when the
little Hitler's had their day, and when their day came for punishment,
some say it was meant to be, some say it was destiny. Dutch men and
women, Belanda blonde, interred in camps by rule of Nippon, their pretty
young girls taken away, to be used by soldiers in unimaginable ways,
but whose come-uppance was a-coming any day…
In the house of a thousand doors
Roll
up, glide up, slip up, slide along, leave your socks on for sock
skating fun, in long wide corridors filled with glory and sorrow, for
sorrow will follow when glory is borrowed, is taken from those who trust
in a future, but when it is glorious for only a few, then you better
watch out, you better beware, fate will find you and settle his score
with you there…
In the house of a thousand doors.
Roll up,
roll up, warm up, sidle up, sing a tune as you go, a sad song,
patriotic song, a love song, a warrior song, a song of shame, a song of
defeat, a song that has everyone tapping their feet, fill the halls with
arias, rooms with concertos, the ceilings so high, the acoustics are
perfect, raise your voice, lift it up to the roof, and call up the
ghosts if you need any proof and watch as they float tall through the
French doors, and click, click, clop, clop across stone chequerboard
floors, and if you are scared open adjoining doors to the next room the
next, and open them all to the balcony so wide and grand, lean yourself
out to the court yard below and imagine it all in times long ago..
The house of a thousand doors
Walk
up, roll up to the house of a thousand doors, but don't, I say don't,
proceed down the left corridor, if you are scared, need some proof,
watch the caretaker shine his torch on the floor, walls catch a glimmer
of a figure tall with blond hair so long it becomes her dress and
covers, not covers, her nakedness, the Belanda who visits late every
night when his shift is done and shoulders are tight, she appears to him
when he goes for a shower and his wife wonders why he always takes
hours..
In the house of a thousand doors.
Walk right in,
step right up, come on in, you never know your luck, you only have to
spend a buck to take the tour, just a measley few pence to see, which
ghost is in residence…
Is it Promoedya who walks the land still,
the people's hero with more stories to tell, his dark side buried deep,
his secrets only for him to keep and if you dare knock upon his door you
might find more than you bargained for…
In the house of a thousand doors
And
what of all those slaughtered alive in the horrible purge of Sixty
Five, with no museum displaying the skulls, no killing fields for
tourists to come, for there was not just one field, every town had a
well, where bodies were thrown, left to rot, as history prefers to
remember them not, you can say a prayer for them here…
In the house of a thousand doors
And
Munir and Wiji and others too, who risked their lives to save a few
strong principles they couldn't live without, they couldn't live another
day without saying what they had to say and knowing full well what they
had to lose - their wives, their children who bear the news and carry
the flame for years to come, they live with ghosts, everyone…
In the house of a thousand doors
And
there is Rendra lying in state, his words immortal, did he know his
fate and what of his children left to grieve the strange circumstance of
his death, did silver and sand really pour from his pores, find out
all…
In the house of a thousand doors
What of your life,
the one you live now, you know its beginning but how will it end, you
imagine scenarios, run them through, is it heart or liver or kidney for
you, is it accident, do you just fall down, a silly slip, a poisonous
dip, a wrong turn, a choking moment, a nasty cancer long and slow, a
career cut short, bad luck in sport, and when it does do you say, ah
this is it, this is the ending that ends it all, the moment I was
heading for, then it is gone, it's over and done, the story ended for
you and everyone, just like in…
In the house of a thousand doors, the house of a thousand doors
the house
of
a
thousand
dooooooooooooors
(c) Jan Cornall 2012
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